LOW RADIATION

consistent infuriation
modest and determining evaluations
contaminating self reliance with a fleeting desire
infatuation with the push
even unwilling to release inhibitions
and finally be controlled

contradictory self loathing
predicting monumental devastation
blind to the pulsating madness
saturated and dripping with disgusting personality

ingesting the malignance of pure abhorrence
so greedily as to not omit a single crevace
devouring not all thats around
but oneself completely

somewhere in possibility
lies your lust: your option
as a massive imbellishment
to a character developed of forgotten memories
if attained then what
to never have
completely lack of a social ability called departure

laying grounds to a violent anomaly
of which modern pride can no longer exist
feasting upon cliches of a selfish enviornment

a possible outcome shadowed
by a malevolent entity
undecided if this chance warrants an emotion

failing, crawling, stuck,... fuck.